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Posted on Monday, April 02, 2018 - 04:07 am:       

My African friend asked me to come to church.....I said ok and went with him....his other African friend joined too..

In the way this other talked about god...I too said some shit.... at which time I said I believe in evolution not on creationism....

He said evolution is a hoax bla bla...I said no and gave our gogindnis petridish example.....

He argued the same as our tv astrologers argued....” if evolution is right why so many chimps and bonobos are not turning into humans”

I explained evolution of humans as species of homoids Neanderthals homo australis....what species mean ..... but still he is persistent about religious view of creationism....at which point I lost control and said you are example of Darwinism ....and humans and monkeys have same ancestors....then I realized it’s a grave mistake.....:-(

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Then in the congregation.....it seems I went while some retreat is going on.....it’s a Protestant church...you can say this because there are no idols and it’s in an apartment rather than church and pastor came rather than fathers...

They invited me to congregation

They started reading bible with some name which is apparently content next chapter number next verse.....

The pastor from some where like KA Paul is reading the verse and explaining and doing bla bla followed by amen.....

Then every once in a while everyone us3d to stand up and chant or confess and move head like some psychs ....I remembered pentacoastal videos and healing session videos....I am not scared but kinda annoyed why I came here.

It took some 4 hours with 2 breaks in the middle and I am annoyed though I didn’t show it on face....

THIS IS HIGHLIGHT:

They called it gospel....and in the end said you will go to hell if you leave this gospel even though you are righteous and not did adultery ???

What sort of preaching is that???

At the end pastor welcomed me to congregation and brotherhood in mike in front of 40 people crowd...

I didn’t say anything....but while everything is completed and people started to leave few people came to me and asked how I feel I said “it’s a new experience”

Two other people too queried how I felt....I said the same then pastor came and asked is everything ok and am I a Christian...I said NO .....at which point he must have realized that he can’t indoctrinate me.......i daid bye by shaking hand with everyone....usually I say see you...but I don’t want to see them again....so said bye.

I realized these two things

1) I am a racist to core both on blacks and whites ...I had inner feeling of superiority on them.

2) I can never be a xtian either be a agnostic or atheist or hindu....but can never embrace any abrahamic religions.
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After that I took that African friend to KFC and gave him a party as I don’t want to offend him for what I had done...
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Weird experience....now I got the purpose of life...it’s to have and experience the moments like this.
i am leading a pious life so far so good
new_user:Please, dont brng brand Mahesh into this discussion. BMW ki 50k pay chestunnarani, Chevy kooda anthe demand chesthe, ela?

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